Scouts is going good man!

Teachers are impressed with all of us, troop leader impressed with me !

Finally things going right!

I'm quite happy :)

I hope it lasts...

If it lasts until Friday then i can risk going on with someone again without being an ass

Selfdestruct is winding down...

Almost completely diffused the bomb :)

People are so forgiving...

I wish i had that kindness in me.

It's great to have friends like that...

I hope i'm doing the right thing and that it goes over well.

Not looking forward to school...

Want to stay home and read book...

You'll never guess wat book...

Hehe

Selfdestruct

I'm selfdestructing...

I need to stay away from others before i blow my fuse and explode...

No joke...

I hurt someone important last night...

I'm really an a**hole...

If i knew a way to make it better i would but i can't see another alternative

I just have to let the anger go and blow itself out...

I hope you all know when i'm back to normal...

Is a hard time for me...

Sorry to those i hurt...

Don't Look Back...

Some people got seriously weird sense of humour...

Little bit also can laugh... Even if it doesnt make sense...

I think i'm a bit of a hypocrite...

I dont like it when people make racist jokes, but i used to do it a lot...

I think i've changed in that respect...

Over the course of one month since i came back from OB i regretted a lot of things...

A lot of things after as well...

Bad mood seems to be my constant mood these days...

Now oso i just off the damn thing when they talking...

Shouldnt matter anyway... is not like i know wat they saying...

Wat was i thinking man, telling her after OB...

She don give a shit man...

I guess i just move on and not look back...

GRRRR....

Damn crap la this week...

Fell sick since tuesday... Still sick now...

Always no mood to on on Friday... Dunno why...

Wish i was at school with them now la...

Damn sad cannot go.

Next time i faci for scouts camp so i guess is ok...

People misinterpret wat i say a lot la...

Can't say anything without being misunderstood or it being turned into a joke...

Spoil my mood...

...

This week was hard man...

Plans to go out got cancelled...

Go online also limited time...

If go on for more than an hour dad gets pissed...

Haiyo... is damn sad lah.

I miss Limin, Ee Ching, Yang, Chye and the others...

Wee Kii is ok la cos i see her almost everyday...

But is hard to have such limited contact with the others...

I wish i had more free time and less work...

:(

WORK!!!

Wah... So uch work from school man...

Stay up til so late doing work...

But some is my fault la, cos i didnt do it earlier...

But the stupid newspapers man...

Treat me like i work for them full time, as if i dont have school and a life...

Try to call me when at school, expect me to send things in the morning, come for lasst minute meetings, all kinds of shit...

I'm damn pissed already... If it wasnt giving me experience and a good cv i would quit...

School... *sigh*

Damn sleepy la...

Almost slept in physics, bm and english today.

Was so boring...

Got oral tomorrow, hehe...

We got a funny sketch to do :)

I'm taking Red Bull to school tomorrow so i dont fall asleep.

Some more got duty in school, damn boring.

I got block duty alone with Yi Hui...

We don even talk much...

I end up try to open other people's locker with my key...

Going to sleep early today... around 11 30 or 12

Yes, thats what early is for me...

I've been sleeping at 2 in the morning a lot...

Zzzzzzzz.......

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

Damn boring lah school today...

Almost feel asleep in bm class...

Tuition also like want to put me to sleep. So damn boring.

I wish we din have so much homework...

I no time to do anything else...

Now cannot sms people overseas... My bill too high...

I'm being watched...

Damn tired... Got bad mood all the time...

Except at night! Cos got talk to ec and limin! From cannot on to every night on!

Is good la... Sad that not more can on...

Footbal training was a bloody waste of time lah...

My coach din come, so had to join with under 16.

Only actually played for 20 mins...

Damn waste of time...

Stupid school tomorrow...

I had flu earlier...

Damn sad...

But i found a magic cure! McDonalds!

It works! Now i got no more flu!

Unfortunately i got damn football training and i have to go...

Otherwise coach will kill me :(

I want to go skydiving!

:)

First Time...

My first blog...

No choice i have to do this...

Otherwise i will go crazy...

There is a chance this will drive me crazy though... Hehe...

I use a lot of dots...